Ahhhh.....*relieved*

I woke up with a terrible headache today.....real terrible.....all the fault of too much Johnny Walker Black from the karaoke session last nite.....But it was all good...with me the little cry baby weeping all the way coz David and all will be leaving back for Malaysia for good. After this graduation week, everything will be back to normal....no more big gang karaoke-ing the nite away singing crappy songs like "Calcuta", no more "Tiger, Rabbit & Snake" in big circle, no more watching David and Darren stoning from the effects of Sloncha, no more hearing Keeran sing k. sighhhh....thats the effect when everyone graduate and start working. I guess that's life...just that it's a bit more emo for me that I've been here long enuff to see people come and go. It's like Brenda, Zie & Van they all left, then Tui's batch graduated and then leave.....and now David and Darren gang leaving as well.....It seem like yesterday that I pick up David from the airport...seeing him so blur the first time he landed in Sydney...till last nite having the karaoke farewell party for him.....Goshhhh.....everyone's leaving....but then, I know it's just a norm in life so let's just hope that they'll come back and visit more often or pray that we'll get more chance to meet up....

Putting this issue aside, I finally went back to RAW to resign yesterday evening. Too bad that David & Anthony is not around so I told them over the phone because they cannot stand the suspension behind my wanting to talk to them. David kinda like predicted that I'm resigning through the tone of my voice over the phone. I kinda just told them the incidents I have with Ash and told them it's childish and it doesn't suit me. They kinda was sad and disappointed that I'm leaving coz they really liked me. As I went back into RAW to pack my locker, I bumped into Shaun who was doing his portfolio and I told him everything about how I felt. It was then that Shaun told me that actually Ash has attitude problem and a few people has left because of her bad attitude. While packing, Anthony gave me a call.....he said he's willing to do everything he can to make me stay coz he thinks I'm talented and he wants to train me up. After everything, at the end of the story, it's kinda a relieve to me to realise that actually Anthony and David liked me so much that they so wish I stayed. So, realising that they need me more than I need the job kinda feels good. At least I know that I am good....=)

So RAW chapter is over in my life now....time to pull myself together and job hunt again!!!